You know when you lie to me about where you've been ....
WHO you have been doing.......and when.
You do realise it doesn't matter anymore right? What matters is honesty. Telling me the truth or not saying anything at all. Because, hey, you already got to stomp on it once...shame on me. There already were second chances, and thirds, and guess what??!?!? No more. That Game is over.
So here are the new rules.......Don't bother to lie to me. You aren't very good at it and don't surround me with your play things (myspace - please delete me). I'm embarassed to know you in public, and I'm saddened by that fact alone.
You know how being with the person you love is supposed to make you stronger? Well when it goes wrong, it seems to turn into self hatred and humiliation. I don't want you that close to me, where someone might see us together.
All that....I will love you for the person you WERE. But he got swallowed and replaced with THIS guy. I will treasure the many happy years we had and keep trying to learn from the others. But I will be going down that path with someone new. Someone who will appreciate me for the good, loving, and caring person I am. Who will be attracted to me for the whole package. Someone not looking for the anti-me. So I'll feel okay being older, not as slim, and myself. Also....I'm not as ugly as you make me feel.
So glad you had a good weekend, seems like you had a nice time in Dallas. I'm sure the shopping was great, and thanks for the "after glow" phone call full of lies......Seriously, that's just rude.
P.S. Karma is a bitch...didja' feel that smack? Nope, not from me.....
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